Dear Taea,
             I know what I have done is inexcusible, I have hurt you.  By 
dragging you into my feud with Quinn I have wronged you greatly.  I do hope
that one day you will be able to forgive me because I know I will never be
able to forgive myself.
     I have tarnished your innocence and by doing so ruined the one thing I
held so precious about you.
     If you never forgive me I will understand, I can understand if you hate 
me but I still value--

    Nic looked at the letter in front of him and sighed yanking a hand through
his fine brown hair.  How could he ever expect Taea to forgive him after what 
he'd done.  He put quill to paper again.

--your friendship.
     Taea, don't forgive me, I don't deserve it.  I was in pain from Quinn's
betrayal and I turned to you for the comfort I thought I needed.  I didn't 
need it, I was selfish and wrong.
     What I did to you that day is unforgiveable, I don't even have the courage 
to apologise in person.
     I don't know what I can say, truthfully I don't think there is anything I
can say.

     I loathe myself for what I did.

                                               Regrettfully yours,
                                                                  Nic.